
"no word can adequately express the emotions i felt today" is a fucking cop-out.
the word, as best as i can put it and, for once, succinctly, is
loved.
it turns out that there is no better substitute for therapy or drugs than feeling loved by those who don't
have to love you. that is what my more-than-acquaintances gave me yesterday, the best gift of all. i know, i'm starting to sound like a hallmark card but the truth is, i
feel like a hallmark card. i have tried so hard to be disliked along the years that it is really disheartening when so many people actually put a willful effort into doing something nice for you. yesterday was the last straw...
first, my dear, dear brother from brazil actually appears in a ribboned box outside my door on friday, scaring the living crap out of me.

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